RELATIONSHIPS, EXES, & MONKEY WRINCHES.

OK, I NEVER THOUGHT I'D EVER DISCUSS THIS ISSUE OUTSIDE OF MY OWN HEAD, LET ALONE ON A BLOG FOR THE WORLD TO SEE....BUT OK.

RELATIONSHIP: 1: the state of being related or interrelated 2: the relation connecting or binding participants in a relationship: as a: kinship b: a specific instance or type of kinship 3 a: a state of affairs existing between those having relations or dealings b: a romantic or passionate attachment

EX: : one that formerly held a specified position or place ; especially : a former spouse

MONKEY WRENCH: 1 : a wrench with one fixed and one adjustable jaw at right angles to a straight handle 2 : something that disrupts

OK, SO I'M DATING AGAIN(SPECIFICALLY THIS ONE GUY I MET) THE VIBE IS GOING WELL(DISPITE SOME ROAD BUMPS) AND I'M AT LEAST ON MY WAY TO FEELING HAPPY ABOUT THE WHOLE RELATIONSHIP ASPECT OF MY LIFE AGAIN.

ALL OF A SUDDEN...I GET THE CALL. IT'S THE EX. "JUST CALLING TO SEE HOW YOU BEEN. WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M MOVING BACK TO TOWN...ETC. I'M DATING SOMEONE."

OK, INITIALLY I'M THINKING THIS IS JUST AN ATTEMPT TO THROW IT IN MY FACE. YOU KNOW...KINDA A WAY OF SAYING, "LOOK, I'M OVER YOU NOW..BLAH, BLAH". TO WHICH I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH. RELATIONSHIPS COME AND GO...IT'S NATURAL RIGHT. I'M ON MY WAY TO BEING HAPPY, YOUR ON YOUR WAY TO BEING HAPPY. THEN END.....RIGHT?

THEN THIS NIGGA LAYS IT ON ME...."I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU"

NOW WHY DID HE HAVE TO GO AND SAY THAT SHIT?

INSERT MONKEY WRENCH!!!

NOW, I'LL ADMIT, OLE E-BLACK MADE PLENTY OF MISTAKES WITH THIS GUY. I WASN'T ABLE TO DO FOR HIM LIKE I REALLY WANTED TO WHEN WE FIRST MET. AND YES, I SOMETIMES LOST MY TEMPER(GIVE ME A BREAK...I'M HUMAN) BUT I ALWAYS TRIED TO AT LEAST BE STR8 UP ABOUT MY FEELINGS FOR HIM AND ABOUT HIM.

NOW , WERE SEPARATED. I'M WITH SOMEONE ELSE, YOUR WITH SOMEONE ELSE(WHOM YOU HAVE EXPRESSED YOU NOW LIVE WITH...YEAH, I'M STILL A LIL SALTY BOUT THAT) BUT WERE BOTH MOVING ON.....RIGHT?

INSERT MONKEY WRENCH!!!

WTF YOU MEAN YALL MOVING IN TOGETHER? (SO SOON...DAMN.) *SCRATCHES HEAD* I MEAN, WE JUST BROKE UP NO LESS THAN TWO MONTHS AGO. IT'S COOL, LONG AS YOUR HAPPY, THEN I'M HAPPY FOR YOU.

INSERT MONEKY WRENCH!!!!

HOLD IT...YOU MEAN YOU AND THIS NIGGA DONE BEEN ON VACATION TOGETHER? (DAMN...WE HAVN'T BEEN SEPARATED THAT LONG...WTF? ) NAW, IT'S COOL THOUGH. I'M GLAD YALL HITTIN IT OFF WELL.

INSERT MONKEY WRENCH!!!!

WHY CAN'T I REACH OLE BOI? (CURRENT BF) AND WHY ARE YOU(THE EX) TEXTIN ME IN THE NIGHTIME? SHOULD YOU BE WITH YA DUDE? WHAT YOU MEAN HE'S IN THE OTHER ROOM....GO IN THERE WITH HIM THEN.

INSERT MONEKY WRENCH!!!!!!!!

LOOK, I TOLD YOU, I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS...YOUR DATING SOMEONE, SO AM I. LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT. NO, I DON'T WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. YOUR STILL IN LOVE WITH ME? DAMN!

INSERT MONKEY WRENCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*TEXTING THE EX AT 1AM* HOW THE F*CK YOU GOIN TELL ME YOUR IN LOVE WITH ME, BUT YET YOU GOT THIS NEW NIGGA IN YO HOUSE(TO WHICH I WAS NEVER ALLOWED), GOIN ON TRIPS(WHEN YOU WOULD NEVER COME VISIT ME WHEN I WAS DOWN ON MY LUCK), AND LAYIN IN YO BED(WHEN WE DAMN SHO HAVE NEVER SHARED AN INTIMATE MOMENT) WTF!!!??

AIGHT E-BLACK...QUIT TRIPPIN...IT'S NOT THAT SERIOUS. YOU HAVE A DUDE OF YOUR OWN NOW. HE'S BEEN HOLDING YOU DOWN WHEN YOU DEFINATLEY NEEDED IT. LET THAT SH#T GO.

INSERT MONKEY WRENCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK (EX) I TOLD YOU HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS.........OK, YES, I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU TOO. BUT I JUST DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS.

HOLD IT...YOU THE ONE BROUGHT THIS SHIT UP! AND NOW YOU TALKIN BOUT YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS? WHAT THE F*CK IS WRONG WITH YOU??? I TOLD YOU, IF I CAN'T BE YOUR MAN, THEN I DAMN SHO DON'T WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND!!! HOW THE F*CK YOU GOIN TELL ME SOME SH#T ABOUT YOU LOVE ME, AND ANOTHER NIGGA IS LAYIN IN BED WITH YOU. NOW I CAN'T SLEEP, THINKING BOUT YOU WITH SOMEONE ELSE. HAVING THE LIFE THAT WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN HAVING.

LEMME CALL MY DUDE...I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE.

WHAT.....ARE YOU SERIOUS (CURRENT BF). WHAT YOU MEAN WE NEED TO JUST FUCK AND GET IT OUT OUR SYSTEM. LMAO!!! YOU SILLY MANE...GUESS THATS WHY I LOVE YOU DUDE.

INSERT MONKEY WRENCH!!!

9PM

*CALLING THE BF*

NO ANSWER

10PM *CALLS BF* NO ANSWER

10:15 *TEXTING THE EX*

HEY, YOU BUSY?
*REPLY*
NAW, WSUP?

*ON THE PHONE WITH THE EX*

3AM
*LYING IN BED, WONDERING WHERE THE BF IS*

WHY HAVN'T I HEARD FROM HIM? QUIT TRIPPIN E-BLACK, YOU KNOW OLE BOI IS OUT OF TOWN WORKING. IT'S COOL.

DAY TWO

HAVN'T HEARD FROM THE BF, WONDER IF EVERYTHING IS OK? NAW, I'M SURE HE'S FINE.

DAY THREE

STILL HAVN'T HEARD FROM THE BF. WONDER WHAT THE EX IS DOING?

*TEXING THE EX*

INSERT MONKEY WRENCH!!!

WHY THE F*CK COULDN'T MY EX JUST LEAVE WELL ENOUGH ALONE. NOW I'M SECOND GUESSING MYSELF. AND OLE BOI IS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND(CURRENT BF) MAYBE I JUST NEED SOME TIME ALONE.

TO BE CONTINUED......